need

I needed to talk to him. I needed to feel his arms around me. I was angry. I was really pissed. He didn't make me feel better. He doesn't have the need to do that. There was no obligation. He don't have to hold me. I don't have the right to ask him to. I want him to, but I cannot. He didn't have the obligation to listen, did not have to give advice.

I can't ever have him or anybody else. Keep far away from me.