Lust

Lust.

When a man has lust, it's horrible. Because of lust, he says he can be my temp (bf?), kind of in exchange for the physical gratification. Because of lust he doesn't seem to take into consideration that I'd get hurt emotionally again. I've distanced myself such that now I don't know if I still like him, or if the action of pushing feelings into the depth of me has created the illusion that I don't have feelings for him. I have no idea if I still like him. Maybe I really don't anymore. It's all so confusing, but why is he reaching out to hurt me?

Lust is so powerful.