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I WANT HIM. I wanted to say that I will use all means to get him, but no I won't do that. I don't believe in that. I want him. I want his heart.

Talking to my cousin eases things for me, it always does. Maybe I just need to engage myself in other things so that I don't think about it. Ok, I shall try the gym tomorrow, and then more studying.

DAMN IT, why did he dump me! Don't answer me, I know why! Fuck now we're hardly even friends.

Blogging is bad for me and my thinking.