Sometimes I can't help but wonder if it's wrong that I joined the community because it feels like I chased SH away. I feel that this is supposed to be his place, not mine, and I feel guilty if I've chased him away. I can see how he can fit in, the things he could do, the things that would benefit him.
His words cut me a little, that one word "no" to does he think he has ever been in love.
I can't see him, can't bear to face him.
Somehow the guys I'm interested in don't seem to be interested in me. Maybe I should ask that guy out. Yes, I should. No need to get together, just want to have a nice chat with him and hold him maybe, just a little while.
I just can't bear to feel hurt again.
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