Today LY told me that she saw SH getting down from 151. It seems as if I never do see him. Slightly disappointed, but happy to hear that he's in school today. Also kind of relieved that I didn't take the same bus as him just because I went to school super early today. It'd be awkward if we both saw each other. It'd be better if it's either I saw him or he saw me, not both at the same time. A couple of times I thought I saw him and I alternate between feeling warm/fuzzy/happy and upset/missing him.
Valentine's coming. Is it because of this day that I keep seeing a lot of couples recently or do I need a change of glasses. Kind of envious of these couples, but I'm quite happy just watching them too. Reminds me of how it felt to be in his arms and there's a warm, fuzzy feeling inside me, more often it's comforting than upsetting.
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