Talking to DK is like talking to SH. It feels horrible. Keeps reminded of the "no expectations" and "no assumption" thing, which is horrible coz it makes me feel really really really stupid and really worthless.
And makes me want to have a cig, want to cut myself, dig fingernails into myself again. Pain is good, really good.
I don't understand why he ignores me like that. *shrugs* I think guys are really dangerous, especially guys like him/them.
I like it when I had my shield up.
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