Random

Watched him talk in the morning on this particular website. What a life he has. 2 lifes, kind of. One at home, the other one outside of home. Just knowing that he's well, happy and interacting with lots of other people is enough for me, though he doesn't talk to me anymore. Think I scared him off or he got pissed off. Even if I want to go back to how things were, I'm aware that it's not going to ever be the same again. He's nice enough to reply to my questions still though and sad as I am that the replies are often (very) short, I am glad and thankful that he still does reply. For the first time this morning, I wonder if he still has any feelings for me at all, and if there is any chance in the future. If he would still want to get together with a crazy, immature, emotional, overly-dependent girl.