mourning

In spite of everything...

I miss everything about him and I mourn the fact that he's ceasing all contact with me. I must look on the bright side, it is for my own good and for his. School is starting soon, he's looking forward to it, I'm really dreading it. Maybe I'll see him...? Then I might as well have launched myself out the window now for the fear of the emotions that will overwhelm me if I ever do see him again.

It is easier to be single, to not have tangled up emotions anywhere. I won't have trouble staying single either for I am the predator, never the prey. Haha, and the predator gets hurt. *rolls eyes*