Tuesday, September 19, 2006

How much missing

I really miss him. I was reminded of that smile of his, the way he sometimes scrunches up his face, sometimes widened his eyes, that half-smile, half-threatening expression.

Oh my god, I really miss him.

A couple of days ago I deleted his msn again from my list. This must be the nth time I've done that. I don't know how long more I can take before adding him back, but I did it this time because I know I have to get over him. Why do I have to get over him anyway? I don't quite wish to. I told myself I won't comment on his blog for as long as I can take it, and I won't SMS him either.

But I miss him.

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