Somebody else

So he has somebody else in mind. uh huh.

I'm just numb already. Upset, yes, slightly, but because I didn't expect anything, it's easier on me. What can I expect? From somebody who doesn't bother about whether or not I'm ill, whether or not I fail my exams, who does not read my blog (I wonder if he even remembers the URL), who does not link me despite having known me for some time. Who hardly acknowledges my presence. I wonder if he has forgotten me. Probably. It's good that he has already put me far far behind.

Does it matter? Do guys matter?

Where are you?

Train you lor, to dissociate the body from emotions.

I wish him well.