Went for the pizza outing today partly because he would be there and it was good seeing him again. So silly of me but that's how it is, I was really happy to see him again. Is it only me or was he also kind of sneaking peaks at me? If only it was so.
Oh well, it was good night tonight. Had a bad dream this morning, almost like a nightmare, regarding him. I don't think I can forget him, don't think I can put away guys whom I had invested feelings in before, just like that. No wonder CJ stayed far away from me - maybe he understood this well enough. Suddenly I am very thankful for CJ's actions, and I think I should do it too, for the good of all of us, if not him then at least for myself.
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