a bit upset

I know it's been a long time since I last saw him on MSN and I should have gotten used to it, which I really have. But today looking at a comment of his on this girl's blog, I knew they have each other's MSN and it kind of hurts remembering I haven't been talking to him online nor seeing him online. It's really no big deal, but I'm just kind of sad. And I kind of misses the way he types "ooi" or says it... yeah, really time to just let go and forget it, huh. I know, I know...