Lies, what lies! Here I foolishly thought he was different when he's not different from the other guys after all. Words, damn words. I'm never trusting what another man says again, nor am I ever trusting another man regarding such matters again.

Hate this heavy feeling in my heart. Torn between wanting to laugh at his words and cry at my foolishness. Another wound, another friendship destroyed, another lesson learnt.

Oh yes. And I don't trust myself in that department either. Probably going to keep myself as far away from it as possible, as long as it ever involves another guy.